Wednesday, January 21, 2004
— You were hoping to be busy? That’s original. :)
— It’s true. ;)
— What were you hoping to be busy with, though? :)
— Learning Carbon and Cocoa and all of those other proprietary C’s that the Macintosh invented. ;) (…that was bad.)
— Wouldn’t that be an ‘iC’ ? :)
— o.o That’s even lamer than mine. :)
— ^_^
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Thursday, January 15, 2004
— Ну да, “добро пожаловать”, “когда вас разбудить” и прочее. Это же набор “сделай-сам” одинокого фетишиста…
— Набор сделай сам — это там еще кой-чего не хватает… :)
— Не хватает! Половины каны! :)
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Tuesday, January 13, 2004
— …а еще у меня скоро будет Silent Hill 3. :)
— Это кавайно… То есть ковайно.
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— I’m gonna lay down a bit before I have to start the day. Slept really weird hours.
— Dream. :)
— Hopefully. :)
— That’s not always something to hope for. :)
— Dreams are my friends. :)
— Only as long as they’re your dreams.
— Disturbing. o_o
— :)
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— Talking to me?
— Guess so. You are trying to hypnotise a milkshake, and trust me — it can’t be done. But anyone can write poetry, even haiku.
— No thank you, I’ve got enough of this stuff in school, and believe me, trying to cope with it is much harder than hypnotising milkshakes.
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Tuesday, December 30, 2003
— You just actually said you know what to do, why do you want someone else to tell you? ^_^
— I have no idea what to do. I have no idea what I’m doing. I’m throwing away my life and my future for a sixteen year old boy that I’ve met once and I love more than life. I’m insane.
— So? You’re not the first one to do it, you’re not the insanest one to do it, and if your heart tells you you want that just go out and get it. All your problems are results of not being determined enough. Don’t you love him enough to throw away everything? Make the judgement, quit lingering. It’s so easy and simple when you just decide what to sacrifice and then get on with it.
— You really think I’m quite the child, don’t you?
— In my experience, every day of indecision has costed me dearly. And you do behave like a child who wants both candies when offered to choose one. That never works the brute force way, and in this case the candies are mutually exclusive as well.
— I don’t want two candies, actually. I just don’t want to be evil.
— If being good would hurt innocent people I would rather be evil. Get a real psychotherapist. I’m just an amateur who’s a couple years out of practice.
— I can’t afford a real therapist. I’m supposed to move out on my own, remember?
— I don’t seem to be having much success. Only thing I can say is that you quit whining and get on with doing, while instead, you pull the end off day by day, and all that just to make sure you aren’t evil? What is more evil, slowly sawing off a man’s arm millimeter by millimeter or just chopping it off at the base?
— You misunderstand. I like my husband a great deal. I would like to be his friend, and I think that’s all we ever had. Currently, I’m trapped here because a) I can’t live on my own at the moment and b) I can’t afford a lawyer.
— I never claimed to understand it all — I only see the side of the problem you present before me. You can live on your own if you try. If you don’t try you never will. That’s about it.
— What are you doing?
— Playing doctor with her. She pretends to have psychological problems and I pretend I am a psychotherapist. She sucks at this more.
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Tuesday, December 30, 2003
— Is that your kitty?? o.o
— No, just one I met on the street being sold.
— And you didn’t buy it immediately?! o.o It’s… so… CUTE! *.* *explodes*
— What good is a cat in a house without a woman? :)
— You’d be surprised! Cats really can be great company once they get to know you ^^
— Yes, but I’m not a very good company for a cat. :)
— But that’s the good thing, they aren’t like dogs… they don’t need good company ^^
— They do need regular feeding. :) I’d have problems with that.
— *giggle*… oh… they’ll remind you… don’t worry… ^^
— Precisely why I’d have problems with that! :)